STOP BEING SO CONFUSING. PLZTHANX.

CONVERTING TO A LESBIAN, Y/Y? BUT THEN I SEE THE NEW RYAN ROSS AND HIS TATTOO. OH, WELL. I'M SURE HE WON'T PROTEST MR LICKING HIS SHOULDERS IF I BRING BRENDON ALONG.

Ugh.

Its been a day, you know? Just woke up, felt crummy, and walked around all day with a heavy feeling in my stomach and the faint twinge of emptiness. I guess with school and all, I've just really felt like I've been letting everyone down lately. This wouldn't be as bad if I didn't feel like I've failed myself too.

It's like I'm having a mid-life crisis a good 30 years before I should.

I just really need to go out there and do something worthwhile.

Mmm.

Well. Finals. Yeah.

*Sigh*

This is just a short thing I am way too tired to edit. Will come back to.

...Eventually.

( Distance )

~Broken Down or Exactly four Hours and two Minutes After~

Remus Lupin sits there, stranded in the middle of an apartment full of too many memories and listens to the sounds of John singing something about blackbirds, which he feels is rather ironic, isn't it? The smells of old take-out and stale cigarettes underline, really, why he isn't missing out on anything because after all, he tells himself, Sirius Black is too much trouble for anyone, even a werewolf. Better off, he whispers and spends far too much time trying to convince himself that he was not in love.

...

Gah. Okay. Gahhhhhh. Major writers block for the longest time. ...For the longest tiiiimmmmeeee... Anyways. I've been trying to write some 4/10 for my darling spaz of a soulmate and it has died. Died, I say. Also, I wrote some Pirate slash a while ago and well-

*Sigh*

On a good note, school is almost out. I feel a little bit like jumping out the nearest window every time I think about another paper. Why, Mrs. B, why?

Till summer!

"Together?"

"Together."

We burst in on the Death Eaters in a flurry of hexes and spells, cloaks and curses flying, people falling - Tonks is down - where's Harry? - where's Remus? - where? -

I raise my borrowed wand jubilantly high as I easily duck Bellatrix's Stunning spell.

"Come on!" I yell at my cousin. I'm delirious to be out, to be free, to be useful at last. No Death Eater, least of all Bella, will ever get Harry or Remus while I'm around. "Come on, you can do better than that!"

And then she does.


end

~....And Then There Was One by CitiKitti

Gah. Gahgahgah.

Dear Shoebox Project:

Do you realize you may have more media around fandom then the book you were based on? You have videos on Youtube. Videos, man. You are a revolution unto yourself.

With awe,

Your faithful subject

Whew.

Music Man is done with. I may have a life again. Or you know. Not.

Darling, 'Chole. GET OFF MY LJ. I mean it, love of my life.

Much affection, me

I am pretty sure that there should not only be a 'friends' list but very much also a 'people I stalk' list on LJ.

On another note, Blue Moon by Juliefortune made me squee in absolute escasty. I love her Sirius, the way I get this slightly desperate air of loving life and Moony and well- I would sell my soul for a fandom that is also made of fics as good as this. ^^ Alas, it shall not be so.

Oh, she says ("i carry it in my heart"), no one seems to write Love poems quite like you did, my friend.

Whoa. I am actually posting something. Will wonders never cease?

Anyhows, school started. A new year, well, a new half-year left as it is December. i hope everybody's Christmas is awsome. My family is just now struggling to put up our awful, ugly, endearing color christmas lights, though it looks too late for our house. It's snowed already three times or something like that...which means SKI SEASON!!... and running into trees. Ah, but for the love of a mountain under your ski's.

The best news about school so far is another slasher lurking in the mists. I can't believe I found another fangirl! *glomps new soul sister* Now, if only I could come out from the HP fandom, which is eating my soul... *wail of despair* It is the one fandom I promised myself i wouldn't get into because well, the canon pairings are lame, sorry H/G shippers, but the slash.. Mmmmm.

Be back, hopefully to ficcage.

Welllllll *claps hands together*..... A post! A poem! This is based on Naruto, but vague. Kinna.


( Read more... )

I guess I'm starting a journal. Yippe. This should be mostly for stories and rants but if anyones out there- hello! Feel free to troll around when i can get stuff up here, but for now...

Why are you still here? Shoo! XD